Dearest Own Self,
You were truly hurt and disappointed by circumstances in life.
Failure of mutual relationship
Untruthful business partnership
Betrayal of longest friendship
You've faced gigantic responsibilities and decisions in life.
No one can understand better
No one can subjectively judge
No one can authorize to control
You must learn to forget and move quick forward in life.
Than finding yourself trapped on other's vision
So the love to yourself will be more appreciated
Established of yourself no turning back on pains.
I hate you for coming into me but I love how you left me.
I am not like this any before.
I am not the one to be blamed.
I am not enjoying either ways.
I have you thinking that across the time spent was wrong.
The wisdom that was stole in my head.
When youth that was passed by in vain.
Even emotion that was deceived always.
I hate you when you keep in me that I don't already need.
Luckily is not rather blessings I do seek.
My peace, safety and love also I do seek.
But wealth destroy health not so I do seek.
